Kemas bilik!

 

Mungkin cara untuk mulakan benda yang baik untuk hari ini ialah dengan cuba untuk jadi diri sendiri and be proud! Sedar tak sedar ada lagi sebulan nak tahun baru. And I'm getting older. Hopefully in a good way inshAllah.  Baru lepas mengemas bilik di FPL. Masih duduk di bilik yang sama. Rumah yang sama D-1-6. Belajar dekat Sabah seronok. Secara tak sedar tuhan makbulkan doa aku. Bumi yang dulu aku rasa susah untuk aku jejakkan diri. Yang agak asing bagi aku. Kalau dulu di Kelantan, cara mereka berborak buat aku terpinga-pinga kini di Sabah pula aku rasa janggal dengan peredaran waktunya. Awal. Terlalu awal bagi aku. Semoga Amyrah Alina terus berjaya. Sekarang pukul 6.10 petang. Maghrib sudah kami. Harini kelas mula jam 2. Kelas pagi Dr. Azwan tangguh. Ada hal mungkin. Dua buah kotak yang aku post daripada semenanjung dah sampai. Dia punya seronok tu. Terus pakai lens sebab nak mengemas. Berjaya jugak la kemas separuh. Semalam je tidur jam 2 pagi sebab nak selesaikan assignment dengan slide. Nasib baik ada zarith tolong buatkan video. Sampai sini je kot harini. Saje menaip sebab dah setup meja belajar dengan letak keyboard supaya senang nak study. So kengkonon nak cuba la. Hahaha. Adios. Assalamualaikum.  

Sabah here I am!

 

couldn't find my flight picture maybe a picture of black super annoyed would do xD.

Alhamdulillah and Assalamualaikum. Lama rasa menyepikan diri. Lama tak menaip. Rasa janggal. Kekok. Rasa macam baru masuk kelas Bahasa Melayu dan belajar untuk menulis karangan. Hahaha. Disebalik kisah kenapa dah lama tak menaip. Macam biasa saya lupa password. Memandangkan blog hanya dijadikan sebagai platform untuk meluah perasaaan atau dalam bahasa yang mudah diary. Jadi lebih baik siapkan kerja assignment yang bertimbun daripada menaip di sini. Maka, berbulan-bulan lah blog ini tergantung sepi. Umpama tiada tuan atau cerita yang ingin dikongsi. Ewahhh hahaha macam berpantun pula.  Tahun 2019, tuhan bagi aku peluang untuk sambung belajar di Sabah. Di Universiti Malaysia Sabah. Kampus Pertanian Lestari. Sedar tak sedar setahun sudah aku melanjutkan pelajaran di sini. Kini berada di Semester 3. Sewaktu semester 1, kami belajar secara atas talian memandangkan kes Covid-19 meningkat setiap hari. Kes kini mencecah tiga angka. Jadi sekolah dan universiti masih belum dapat melaksanakan aktiviti secara bersemuka. Agak kekok sebenarnya nak belajar atas talian. Dengan masalah line yang kadang elok kadang tidak. Duduk rumah semestinya ada tanggungjawab lain macam memasak, kemas rumah, uruskan adik-adik. Benda macam ini sebenarnya lebih mencabar daripada belajar secara bersemuka. Sudahlah belajar dulu major dalam bidang maths dan physic bila masuk UMS sambung pula dalam bidang chemist dan bio. Nak menangis rasa. Mula-mula rasa macam nak putus asa tapi lama-lama berkat tunjuk ajar kawan-kawan dengan kata-kata semangat daripada orang sekeliling alhamdulillah berjaya tamatkan semester 1 dengan pointer 3.60. Macam tak percaya dapat dekan. Masa belajar di Politeknik dulu seumur hidup nak lepas pointer 3 punya la susah. Pada 5 March 2020 kami antara pelajar berkeperluan khas yang membolehkan pelajar untuk pulang ke kampus dan menjalankan kuliah secara hybrid dimana kami perlu ke ladang dan juga menghadiri kelas secara atas talian. Jadi, kelas secara bersemuka dapat dikurangkan, memandangkan kes Covid masih belum menunjukkan sebarang penurunan. Ini pertama kali saya menaiki kapal terbang. Pertama kali juga menjejakkan kaki di bumi Sabah ini. Cantik! Sungguh langitnya juga luar biasa cantiknya. Pengalaman pertama kali menaiki kapal terbang sangat mendebarkan. Hahaha. Saya paling benci bila kapal terbang mula untuk berlepas dan apabila kapal terbang mula mendarat. Hampir luluh jantung dibuatnya. Memandangkan kes covid masih meningkat, maka kami sebagai pelajar memerlukan surat khas untuk kami terbang ke sini. Surat kebenaran rentas negeri, surat daripada pihak universiti, surat swab test, dan semestinya boarding pass! Saya sendiri tiada pengalaman menaiki kapal terbang jadi saya agak gementar. KLIA pula banyak gate begitu juga dengan tempat untuk berlepas. Maka setiap papan tanda perlu dibaca berulang-ulang kali agar tidak tersalah sama macam kalau kita naik bas daripada TBS. Sebelum berlepas macam biasa nak salam ayah dan ibu, mungkin sebab masa tu dah nak berlepas jadi tak sempat nak salam lama-lama. Kami bertolak daripada Puchong pun dah lewat masa tu. Ibu beli kan sneaker sebab nampak tangan menggeletar sangat masa tu. Ouh lupa nak bagi tahu masa beli tiket, tiket waktu tu pukul 8.30 pagi tapi AirAsia ubah jadi 3.15. Mungkin sebab tak ramai orang jadi dia ubah semula dalam email. Nasib baik perasan. Jadi waktu sampai sini, memang tak kenal siapa-siapa, sudahlah sejenis tidak cam orang. Rupa-rupanya ramai je kawan-kawan dengan senior sampaikan sebuah bas yang mengambil kami di Lapangan Terbang Sandakan. Enam bulan di negeri Sabah, pengalaman yang paling menarik yang saya lalui ialah waktu di sini awal satu jam daripada waktu di semenanjung. Tekejut bila bangun 6.30 pagi tapi terang dia macam dah pukul 8! Memandangkan tiket flight mahal dan cuti semester juga tidak lama jadi saya hanya tinggal di kampus. Merasa juga la beraya dua kali di sini. Dapat juga merasa makanan orang Sabah iaitu Burasak. Rasanya seperti gabungan lemang dan nasi impit. Hampir enam bulan di negeri orang akhirnya tamat juga pengajian untuk semester 2 dengan pointer 3.47. Hahaha sikit lagi nak dekan. Syukur Genetic tak gagal. Mungkin kena usaha lagi. InshAllah semoga semester seterusnya dapat kekalkan pointer dekan lagi. 

Get back on track!

 

Sedar tak sedar, berapa bulan dah berlalu. Going through up and down. But glad could manage them carefully. Watching dramas. Into drama. Being drama. Things that I do during MCO are sleep, cook, eat, netflix = repeat. Sehinnga la tiba waktu puasa. Alhamdulillah masih boleh sambut raya dengan family. Nak recall what happened on March is quite hard. Somehow I forgot to post it here. Halahh sayangnya. But try my best. Berbekalkan journal/diary. Masa kerja dekat Shah Alam rajin record aktiviti harian. Macam buku log pun je jugak. Rasa kelakar. Tapi best! Sekurang-kurangnya kita tahu apa isian kita pada hari-hari tertentu. Paling seronok bila tengok buku tu penuh.

February

8

Working again at Kurta Station.

12

Eat nasi ayam for Dinner!

17

Going to I Central for the first time. Eat at Kenny Rogers. Self treat. Bought new shoes. Black strap. 

20

Dinner at Dataran Shah Alam. Kfc feast 20/2/2020 Buy two for RM20

25

Going to Hospital Shah Alam for medical checkup. Someone just finished doing his intern.

March

1 

Someone going back to UITM Shah Alam. 

3

Girls day out! PAY DAY. Dinner outside, Sya belanja makan

7

Picnic and dinner at Dataran Shah Alam. Celebrating Aina's Birthday. My oreo cake pudding is quite nice tho

14

Going home! Meeting someone for the first time after almost 8 years at Terminal 17. 

15

Surprise Miza on her wedding day. Hehe. Going back to Shah Alam with Amir, his sister and Aliah. Dinner at Aliah's

17

Malaysia announce lockdown :'( Ibu, ayah, adik, abang and uwan rushing home (They were at Johor discussing for Along's wedding for Johor's clan) Manage to get home before police and military do the  roadblock. Boss asked to stop working as the authority (PKNS) announce to close the building in a meantime.

27

Someone being MCO at his uni. They hold the student. Sharing his daily routine 

April

3

Applying for UPU.

7

Doing apam using leftover rice for the first time !

23

Making rendang for Ramadhan 💖. PM announcement for uni student (Kebenaran pulang ke kg halaman secara berperingkat)

May

2

Birthday celebration at hometown. Being chase by police for disobedient during MCO. Someone manage to get home safely 

12

Install PUBG hahaha!

16

Going out for the first time. Kerajaan benarkan satu kereta 4 orang. Going to Seri Iskandar and bought some groceries.

18

Going to Balai Polis. Minta kebenaran rentas negeri. Decided to keluar daripada rumah sewa. (Take the belongings) Couldn't afford to pay the rent. 

20 

Going to Shah Alam. Order new spec from An Najjah Optometrist. First time merasa pakai spec lebih RM100. Haha. Bought some food for the homies. Pack all the belongings. Kemas bilik and give duit raya before heading home. Bye2 Baiduri. Bye2 Shah Alam. Sobs 😢

22

Making kuah kacang.

24

Making rendang. Bought Faiq's rempeyek. AND Selamat Hari Raya everyone 💗

30

Going to Ipoh with Anis. Restock her Shaklee. Meet Sab at Aeon Station 18 and bought new bag. Hee~

Jobless, MCO and Netflix!

Everything seems to happen in a blink of an eye. Sedar tak sedar I'm here again at my home. Jobless. Macam baru semalam plan dengan housemate nak buat makan-makan dekat dataran Shah Alam. Macam baru semalam celebrate birthday Aina sama-sama. 7/3. Tarikh tu juga sepatutnya ibu,uwan,pakcu dengan acik pergi umrah.  Ya Allah. Sekejap je rasa. Baru haritu balik Perak 14/3 sebab esoknya nak kenduri Mieza. The unforgettable moment EVER. Especially dekat Terminal 17 Shah Alam. Hahahaha. Yang tahu je tahu.  

*Last update on 26/5/2020 and then I forgot ! 

Our Secret

i never knew that this song would related so much

dan 

benar-benar kali ini

memilih kamu

mencintai aku

rahsiakan cinta ini

biar tersimpan 

hingga sampai akhir nanti

biar rasa ini

tersimpan hanya

untuk aku

kamu sahaja tahu

biar rasa ini

hanya sekadar engkau tahu

aku ada bila 

perlu

kita sahaja tahu 

haelhusainidayangnurfaizah_haram

The moment I saw you smile

-Kaya and Chicken Curry-

I

feel like
I'm dreaming
saw you there
standing

It's you

You were there
Waiting

I saw you

You were there
Smiling.

Oh god

How can I stop
Myself from keep smiling.

I'm glad I didn't
Froze
By just looking
at you

It was
like
The first time I saw you
Back then

Same smile
Same pose
Same eyes

everything is still the same
like the first time ever
 i saw you

I never knew
The first time
We met
You'd be kinda
Hard to forget.

Those that kept me blush
was
Your smile
it killin me

I'm melting inside
This is the most amazing thing
that I ever know

Oh god
Please
Lend me some strength
so that he knows
that my heart is going to explode

may i asked ? how'd you do that - sincerely me

"You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams _ Dr. Seuss"

It's time to start living the life you've imagine.

Here I am again. At Shah Alam. Working with my father's friend. He owned a Kurta's Shop at Kompleks PKNS. Organizing clothes according to its colour. Iron. Sweeping floor.  Counting stock. Make sure the shop clean. And of course. Selling them. I remembering myself when my first time working here. I falsely gave the price of Kurta. I panicked. But lesson learned. Today. Still sitting in the same place. Eating snacks. Smiling whatever people come across the shop. And trying to have a good communication. Need more to improve I guess. But now I know how to deal with customers. I know how to tackle and make them buy our goods! Hahaha. Everything need time. All you need to do is to mingle around and exposed yourself to this kind of situation. The more you mix around with this kind of activities the more you get to know with the business environment. That's what I've been looking for. And I am still looking up! Dealing with the "real" customer is tough. Especially when they asked for cheaper price and why it's pricey. However I be able to learnt on how to engage with people behavior and be able to manage my emotions. Even though it's February already, never ever stop to push yourself. To keep learning. To expose yourself and to have fun!  2019 is a tough year. But I manage to overcome my fear. I cry. I get up. I smile. I fight. I am stronger now. Always be grateful for your small steps. That's what keep you moving forward.  It was fun. Every moment was unforgettable. A life  has its own taste. Sometimes you might feel bitter. Then it become sour. Slowly you taste the sourness before you could taste the sweetness itself. The greatest moment that I would cherish forever when my beloved sister married to someone she loves. We having the wedding ceremony on 22th December 2019. All family was there. They came from johor and negeri sembilan just to see my sister's wedding. Everyone was involved. There's upside down through out the day. But we managed to get over it! Ayah's and Ibu's friends were there too. Their classmates, collogue and students. I was in charge as a runner and make sure that my relatives had their homestay and room. Alhamdulillah. Everything when well. Then on January. I when to Kelantan again. Oh I miss Kelantan so much. The food especially. But sadly I undergone a minor surgery on removing my wisdom tooth. As it can cause damage to my another tooth. It was a week before I when to Kelantan. Of course. It so painful. I eat liquid food for a week. The reason why I go to Kelantan because my very own best friend is having a wedding too. And my senior's wedding too. It was funny when they still remembering me. They remember me because I am always the one who causing trouble. Hahaha. The one who always faint back then. Ugh. Memalukan. And of course. I got my MUET results. Yey! Band 4. Alhamdulillah. On 1st February we were having "kenduri kesyukuran" at Uwan's house. My hometown basically. We even celebrate my mum's birthday earlier. Heading to Shah Alam on 7th February. Had an eye appointment on 17th February and first time going to I Sogo, I-city. Then on 20th February, my roommate and I had a picnic at Dataran Kemerdekaan Shah Alam. We walk. Then we eat. KFC just had a special promotion as the date is quite unique (20.2.2020) Now I'm here. Creating memories as many as I can. Trying to cherish moment I had. Oh Allah. Thank you for everything ❤️