A little secret

Usually. I’ll use word before I post. Sometimes. When there’s no network or somehow I cannot express them right away. Or it happen to lost them. My ideas.  Most of the time. Yaa mostly. Sign in blog then, everything is gone…Puffhh. Just like that. Yup.  Hahahahahahaha. Happy? Maybe. Some song brings back memory. Oh god I just can’t stop smiling. Now playing lucky by Jason mraz ft. colbie caillat. Betul ke ejaan dia tu? Hahahaha. Sorry.

Do you hear me,

I'm talking to you

Across the water across the deep blue ocean

Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

 Too sweet. Senyum. Right now. Covering my face with pillow.  Lucky I’m in love with my best friend. Best friend haa… Long long way a go.  Once upon a time. Those days. The days where I’m in love with my best friend.

Boy I hear you in my dreams

I feel your whisper across the sea

I keep you with me in my heart

You make it easier when life gets hard

Who is he? Ahhh just a guy in my school. A boy with narrow eyes. Cute? Emm I don’t know. (Oh god I’m blushing) *No lie. I was confused. I did not know how to describe it. Every time he smiled, i felt that my heart melt. The moment he tease me. The moment when we keep arguing some stupid things. I even cried. Because of him. Without he even knows. Well of course. I love him for no reason. I would never ever tell him. OF COURSE.

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend

Lucky to have been where I have been

Lucky to be coming home again

You are my best friend and as well as my crush, and I do not know which side of you I enjoy the most. I treasure each side. I don’t want to ruin this relationship. This best friend thing. No. And one day. I saw him. With a girl. She’s beautiful. Really beautiful. Somehow I felt bit jealousy. Sad. Pain.  

They don't know how long it takes

Waiting for a love like this

Every time we say goodbye

I wish we had one more kiss

I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I see you smile. Happy with the girl. It gives a huge relief. Even though you're not mine.Ya Allah how can I fall in love with you? Nak kata handsome. Tak la handsome mana pun. Just a stupid guy yang selalu gaduh. Almost every day. Duhh. Am I nut? Malunya. If he ever know this. Matilanak. Then he seems  to be happy.

Lucky we're in love in every way

Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed

Lucky to be coming home someday

 Lol. Like. Jap. Why even I types this? Wait. WHAT?! Arghhhhhhh. Stupid me. No. It just the song. Remind me a lot. Somehow I miss you dude. Bila nak jumpa?

And so I'm sailing through the sea

To an island where we'll meet

You'll hear the music fill the air

I'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through the trees

Move so pretty you're all I see

As the world keeps spinning round

You hold me right here right now

But somehow I just fall in love in love with him. Secretly. Quietly. Until one day. It completely gone. Forever? I don’t know. Hardly describe.

#Im

p/s: I am not good in english. Sorry >.<